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December 10, 2023

But Nothing More

I asked a psychic about you
She said we were good for friends or fun,
but nothing more

But nothing more.
We’re no good for ice skating or roses,

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December 2, 2023

Rugby

She carried our conversation like Atlas
Her stalwart arms held our dialogue firmly
I was flustered by her rhinestone-wrapped biceps

A drop of sweat dripped down her neck
It slid across her skin and hung in mid air

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Done is Better Than Perfect
November 9, 2023

Just Get It Out There

Creating is incredibly difficult. Actually, creating is unbelievably easy, but we have these voices inside our heads that tell us what we’ve made is shit and not good enough for anyone else to digest. It’s using your own damn voice that’s terrifying! Speaking up, saying who you are, and bringing new things into existence is …

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In My Nightmares - Poem by Carmyn Wilson
October 21, 2023

In My Nightmares

In my nightmares
I can never speak
No protest breaks my lips
I sit sentinel silent

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Eight Eight - by Carmyn Wilson
August 8, 2023

Eight Eight

  1. I Accept and Provide Motherly Love – I surrender to the divine feminine. I am loved. I love others. 
  2. I Listen to My Body – I rest, replenish and refuel when my body asks for it. I respect my body’s seasons. I water my garden.
  3. I Am Communal – I know the importance of community. I listen to my soul’s need for human connection. I give to others and participate in making the world a happier place.
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August 7, 2023

Six Lessons from Six Months Out and Trans

One: I love my body. It’s a beautiful vessel capable of amazing things. I’m happy where I am, where I’ve been, and ecstatic for where I’m going. Two: Having the right hormones makes the world a whole lot happier. Each day glows a little brighter with estrogen. I’m enchanted by beautiful flowers and tranquil environments. …

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Porch Swing Paradise - Poem by Carmyn Wilson
August 3, 2023

Porch Swing Paradise

Her name sounds like August rain
Like the sound of ice in a glass of perfectly-bitter lemonade
She’s a different brand of nostalgia
Like a childhood joyride

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Kaleidoscope Goddess - Poem by Carmyn Wilson
July 17, 2023

Kaleidoscope Goddess

sunflower oil 
painting of a red dirt sunrise
chlorophyl warm emerald leaves
shaking and strumming an ethereal symphony 

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July 14, 2023

Parasite Daydreams

Our song was waging war
Parasite daydreams of control
We watched shows we hated and blasted songs we didn’t mean
Our infected hearts cradling one another’s soul

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Choosing New - Carmyn Wilson
July 9, 2023

Choosing New

I feel like I’m hard-wired to be routined. Like if I did absolutely no introspection, I’d ride life’s expected, predetermined path for an average human my age and demographic. I’d stick to the places I know, the foods I already like, and the ideas I’ve already heard. If it weren’t for the voice in my …

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